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Today I feel bad. Today I start to write in English. Today I decided to make my life extraordinary.

I talked with my best friend back home and she just said: "Tiina. The thing called love doesn't even excist, it is just a fuckikng stupid illtuion that few idiots ages ago created. So, when do we want to have a party?" But the best thing is that I actually understood what she was saying. Marriage is such a bullshit, it is just scenes. Does it mean something? It means that you need to show to the other people that this woman belongs to me, and you are so not allowed to touch her. And yes, my dear wife, it means that eventhough you meet nice guys who make you feel happy and loved, you need to kill those feelings and look me in the eyes and say that you are happy. Happy with me. Because you love me.

So. What I really wanted to say is... Well, i have no idea. Maybe something really smart but allready forgot it. Just, think about it. Do love, and what do you really love. Or do you? How complicated is that?

I decided that I love so many people that I do not want to get married. If I love three persons at the same time so much, and I should choose only one of them? No, I think I am not getting married in a couple of years.

I don't know if someone has ever tried it before, but writing about love, is really awkward and hard and not advanced. Just forget everything what I wanted to say. And get married with your perfect husband. And if I ever get married, I am sure that my husband will find this text, wants to have a divorce and then he steals all my money. Yes. And that is the guy I was supposed to love.

And this doesn't mean that I am a heartless asshole who hates everyone. This means I love so many people that I don't want to pick only one to love but I am going to be a so-called-lovewhore who loves many people. I might even like you.