no no no no!

this actually makes me laugh.

Why today? Why.

I think I messed up everything at work. And I really want to disappear at the moment. Sleep next to my mum under the Italian sun and eat pasta and get ridiculously fat. A dream come true, right?

One of the employees just announced thatshe's not going to work any more. And i'll be the one who is standing in the middle of the cross-road. All the questions want to kill me. Yey.

But I've only 15 days left.

And too many hours. 

You have to love money.

Day 1 : 78 €

Day 2: 66,3 €

Day 3: 70,2 €

Day 4: 70,2 €

Day 5: 70,2 €

Day 6: 50,7 €

Day 7: FREE

Day 8: ?

Day 9: ?

Day 10: ?

Day 11: ?

Day 12: ?

Day 13: ?

Day 14: FREE

Day 15: ?

Day 16: ?

That freaking list seems to be endless. And I don't know how much I have to work the last 8 days? I like. A lot. Cool. Damn cool.

I wish my mum would be here. She could probably make me feel calm and we would watch a movie together... And when I need her, she's not here.

Should I go to Stockholm?