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I miss him.

I miss him so much.

I wish he would be sleeping next to me and rubbing my back.

I wish I could hear his breathing right next to my ear.

I need that moment now.

I need someone to be close.

The thing is that... I feel so sorry for those who don't know what I'm talking about.

That's why I should be happy that I know what I'm missing.

There are so many people who just don't know.

I will sleep and he will sleep.

We both are just sleeping.

So innocent and calm.

Alarm. Why?

I want to hug him. I want to touch him.

I feel like cuddling. Is it too much? no - it can't be
Tomorrow I want to drink tea. Liters of it. Or I don't know.
I know I should eat breakfast. Like really eat and enjoy it.
Enjoy the gorgeous moment of eating.

Tomorrow is going to be like hell.
I wish he would be here.
My nose could touch his cheek.
I miss his beard and how it feels so rough against my neck.
God i miss him.

But the point is - I don't even know who I'm talking about.