GUESS WHAT?

I'M BACK!

So. Why am I back and was I even somewhere?
For a month now i've been travelling in my soul. In my big dark (sometimes it's bright!) head which is covered with golden hair. Well actually it's so not golden. But the word "golden" makes it sound pretty cool, doesn't it?
Since I haven't been abroad for ages the trip in my head was awesome!
There were a couple of things I didn't even know that they existed!
But as every trip has to end some day,  my trip ended with a massive explosion that probably changed my life. The last day of my trip was great and sad at the same time, should I say.

So. What's new in my head?
There are still two eyes and two ears and even my teeth are the same! But under that "golden" hair is so much more than I though. Or I didn't know what else there could be.
I found tons of great thoughts and opinions and aims and all that kind of cool crap!
Like seriously! Even though i'm a fat, stupid Finn, I still have so many cool ideas!
And when I returned back from The Head of Mine, I kind of sat down front of my computer and was like: OH MY GOSH I'M FREAKING AWESOME!
May sound hilarious but I think that's what it should sound.
So let us think that this is all normal and great.

So. What are my new ideas?
Let's say it in pictures:

Yep my lovely readers!

I realized that I actually AM allowed to travel! I have holidays, I can skip school if I really have to and I have money - the most important: I have friends. And it took 3 seconds to understand that I'm a human and I SHOULD see my friends more often. So what I did: I fucking bought tickets to the Country of Maple Sirup - to CANADA! Proud of my? Yep!

And... In a month I'm going to Germany. I love travelling, I love my friends, i love German, so why not? So here's the thing:

#1 You are allowed to do what you really enjoy!

The other great thing to think is the huge world of relationships that we enter every day at the exact same second we wake up. Who do I want to see today? Who should I try to avoid? With who am I going to go to a party? Who is sleeping next to me?

I decided that I'm not going to avoid anyone. They may avoid me if they want to keep the distance but I'm so not going to walk away from anyone. But what I decided is that I'm going to spend my time with those people who I really like.

I like people who make me see pictures like these:

I'm not going to waste my time with people who don't make me happy. I want to be a happy girl and friends who do NOT make me happy are actually doing everything else than helping. Thus there are tons of gorgeous people, I want to be happy.
I'm fucking going to be happy every day.

#2 Hang out with those who actually make YOU feel happy


I should write more stuff tomorrow.
I'm way too tired.

Just wanted to say that i love my life.